Missing Thoughts

December

2011-12-03T00:01:00.003+08:00

I miss this

Argh!!! Start je sem 2, even the first week, banyak bende nak buat. Don't get me started on the second week...
I'm not complaiing. Who's says I'm complaining?...No I'm not (in denial)

The reason why I being like this because my junior had finished their SPM. It felt like we finished our SPM yesterday....tak de la but asal rase sekejap bebenor?
Everything moves too fast and sometimes I overlooked on the little things.

2 FAQ 2 ANS

2011-08-11T20:07:00.003+08:00

Where have I've been?
~Kat Johor darling oii!

Sekarang ni tengah buat ape?
~Belajar... Kat KMJ.

Rindu!!! ♥♥♥ (Well, even though this is not a question, just an expression that I received every time I open FB IM)
~Saya pon rindu sama kamoo..

BABY IT'S COLD OUTSIDE

2011-04-26T23:32:00.004+08:00

I don't know why I boleh jatuh minat dengan lagu ni.. well, fine, from Glee. Happy? Then again, I already listened to Ella Fitzgerald's song(s) before listen the Glee version of Baby' It's Cold Outside. Like Dream a Little Dream of Me... well, that's just it. I really like this version of Baby, Its Cold Outside. Its a Christmas song actually but just listen, it is so sweet and cute. The girl wants to go but the boy keep saying its cold outside to make her stay with him. He try to comfort her by keeping her warm inside and all those sweet talk yang they always do. Ah, he just wanna ____ her. hahaha. no lah! That will ruin the sweetness of the song.

Anyways, I still like it!

Lets Plan Our Future

2011-04-20T21:39:00.006+08:00

Aku sekarang ni tengah buntu. After I got my SPM result, terase impian aku untuk shortcut ke Mesir hancur due to my result tak mencukupi syarat yang dipinta. Depressed sangat2! Its like I cannot see whats my future is gonna be. Later, after I spent a few weeks in front of the computer. I regain my spirit! I decided Medical is not my pathway! I mean, who am I kidding? Me, a doctor?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Its practically a joke!

Whatever.

Still..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OH SHUT UP!

My mom said to me 'You nak jadi ape pun, jadilah! Umi tak kesah. Asalkan you be the best in what you do'

Thanks Mummy!

My dad even introduced me to this one course

Diploma Analisis Pelaburan

Which is was quite interesting... Main2 saham.. hehe. Cam dalam citer Wallstreet tuh! Kaye!!! huhuhu..

I applied Diploma in Chemical Engineering for UPU. Tengok lah kalau dapat tak dapat. In case if I didn't get that, I already applied private institution like UniKL, MMU,GMI,UTP... and so much more!

But... I haven't truly decided what course will I take.

Sand Castle

2010-08-19T19:14:00.003+08:00

'Boleh Ke Kita Nak Bahagia,

Kalau Kena Ikut Kehendak Orang?'

Ape Masalah Engkau?

FIFA

2010-06-18T19:41:00.002+08:00

For FIFA WOrld Cup 2010

I sokong

ARGENTINA

For sure depo menang!

Statement 1

2010-04-28T00:51:00.003+08:00

Kawan2 ku tak tahu malu.

Kurang ajar ke bila aku mengeluarkan statement sedemikian?

Yes or No

Aku tak reti nak cari kesempurnaan.

Semuanya terlalu 'pushy'.

Bukan Mencari

2010-02-10T11:50:00.006+08:00

Aku tak mencari kesempurnaan.

Bagi aku kesempurnaan itu macam suatu ilusi yang sengaja ingin menakut-nakutkan kita.

Kesempurnaan hanya wujud pada tuhan yang satu itu.

Aku manusia.

Engkau manusia.

Dan kita rapuh.

A Changed Man?

2010-01-30T02:17:00.002+08:00

Do you believe that someone can change?
its impossible but it it happens.
How?
Truth to be told,
I don't know.
it breaks my heart when something beautiful ends.
They were happy once
but now
it fell apart.

Like in the Crawl music video... I felt something so weird.
Its just sad.
Very sad..

2010

2010-01-09T23:16:00.004+08:00

I should have like post this thing on the first January or new year eve. But... whatever, its still in January rite? so! moving on!

I will be facing THE BIGGEST challenge yet for my life.

...

SPM bebeh!

Things have to be different this year.

Why?

Because if keep doing the same shit over and over again, i will likely to have the same result over and over again.

so, I hate to tell this but, Im kind of grounded for a year. hmmm. its sux. but in order to have different result, i have to sacrifices my fun time.

DURIANS

2009-12-14T15:56:00.002+08:00

Love It.

Admire the beauty, the taste and of course the smell

A different way to look at Durian perhaps?

No Future

2009-12-03T19:19:00.002+08:00

Go To hell people with no future! The world hate you guys!

Sometimes I wondered why do people like them exist in this world!

I paling benci orang yang kutuk orang lain!

Hey hello! Macam le kome tu bagos sangat!

Jangan nak tunjuk bagus sangat lah k!

Aku rase macam aku baru jumpe manusia yang paling bangang kat sini!

Boleh eh ko kutuk manusia yang sesame bangsa, agama, negara dengan kau!

Aku memang kesian seribu kali kesian kepada MAK ko, BAPAK ko, NENEK ko, TOK ko, BINI ko, and mostly ANAK ko!

Tanggungjawab letak kat bini!

PERGI MATI!

Pesan I, Jangan lah kit menterjebakkan diri kite ngan orang2 macam tuh!

Eii!! dah lah x matang pastu wat2 matang!!!

p/s: Aku seriusly tengah marah nie!

Telinga Kesayanganku

2009-11-10T19:35:00.003+08:00

Bebelan Tahap ****

Aku manusia yang ade telinga and otak which telah diberi akal yang terlalu bernilai...
Jadi.. setiap kata2 yang dilemparkan oleh manusia, akan memasuki gegendang telinga ku yang tiada gantinya. Selepas getaran bunyi telah memasuki kedalam telingaku serta telah di proses, aku boleh menilai tentang apa yang aku dengar...
I dont Know How it works... but it WORKS!!!

Ini Structure of our Ear

We Need Drama In Our Lives

2009-11-05T22:51:00.004+08:00

So... I entered Drama Team... I am a Mouse that is an athlete, very hyperactive...

Drama...

Voice Projection

Facial Expression

Body Language

...............

Weirdo

Why Do They Hate Me?

2009-10-28T22:06:00.004+08:00

PC PC pc pc PC pc pC

Personal Computer + viruses =money burned+headache+Angry People
thats what happended to me. But thankfully, I know a way to online. hehe
just Ctrl+Alt+Del would do!

Sometimes.. they sucks!

2009-10-14T15:35:00.002+08:00

My desktop x boleh berfunction! Grrr! Sbb ape USB port die rosak..Bile USB port die rosak.. Keyboard, mouse, thumbdrive and so on x leh function!
I need these shits because.. i need my pictures from the desktop.. Nie kene gi repair ah!
haish! susah susah.. anyone! can you help moi?

My English Teacher

2009-10-07T18:17:00.001+08:00

Hari Jumaat Hari tuh bersamaan dengan 2/10/2009 kami warga 4 Sigma 1 telah meraikan pembelajaran bersama Mr Hazel untuk kali terakhir. Pada period pertama... Kami dengan sabarnya menunggu kedatanga beliau. Pada masa yang sama rakan2 lain (Net, Playboy Paan, Ayam, Isteri Amer) telah bersiap sedia untuk mengambil makanan yang telah diorder dari Domino's Pizza!.. Sementara kami yang menjadi penunngu setia di kelas telah bermain dengan satu permainan dimana nampaknya askar kita kurang meminatinya.

Main baling Tong Biskut! tak ke dangerous?

Pada masa yang sama kami sempat mempromote kuih buatan sendiri dan juga kuih tunjuk!

Sir dah datang! Waktu first kami dengan tekunya mempelajari Literature.Short Story-Looking For A Rain God... Kami juga telah mengrefreshkan minda kami tentang pantang larang yang telah kami ketahui sejak sekian lama dahulu.and at the same time kami juga telah mengetahui pantang larang yang berbahaya seperti melibatkan pengorbanan nyawa manusia.

Waktu Yang Ke-Dua

Aku Tak tipu.. See DOMINO'S

Bace doa dulu sebelum makan! Amir lead!

Guest of Honor pilih dulu!

Hehe sempat berposing!

Before the curtain close for the last time!

We'll be missing you Mr Hazel!

After this... there will be no more the one we called the Blurr teacher!

Blurr, Blurr tapi Funny!

September

2009-09-09T18:56:00.002+08:00

Its gonna be a cold lonely summer.....bla bla bla
See u in September! sealed with a kiss.
September the month i found it and i lost it...
Funny but true...
I realised something..
This happened because of the plan that were made for us.
Oh whatever!

Fasha
Sandha
Nak
Curi
Baju
Izzah
OH!

Hilang Dalam Realiti

2009-07-23T18:53:00.007+08:00

Mcm.... kita berada dlm dunia fantasi... Kita sentiasa mengelamun.. kalu aku.. mengelamun jadi askar ug hebat. Lost in reality but live in a fantasy. -askar

macam bermimpi di siang hari sambil mata terbuka. tak pon macam kita tak memberi sepenuh tumpuan waktu buat something lar.. HeHeHe.. iddin

Maybe berangan untuk sesuatu yang terlalu jauh untuk dicapai. Memikirka masa akan datnag seperti beranganla. hehehe - Shakirah

Aku tak paham langsung maksud nie!! Maybe koma kot! - Faterah

Maybe ko dah tak betol kot.-Hajar

Bile ko pikir pasal mende lain time ko buat / tak wat sesuatu:cnth- ko pikir psl nak kahwin time potong sayur! Mmg LOL- Jiddy

ikot aku ..tido.^*^ pikir psal sj!- ame

maknenyetak fokus. otak melayang-layang. Tapi best gak kalo lost in reality. Bole pg alam fantasi.. Pikir psl AF.- Net

Tidor a tuh. da tido mimpi je a, x yah pikir pasal physic lagi. ALIP

Ntah, aku pun x tau. mcm alya kut. selalu tido dalam kelas haha.-khairi-

Kepade yang telah menyumbagkan idea tetapi idea anda x terpapar di post ini bermakne....idea korang same..and yang khas untuk aku and ade yang terlalu panjang dan merepek-repek sampai jadi kerepek.and aku mls nak tulih..so.. sorry ah ye

Wishes

2009-06-19T15:36:00.005+08:00

I wish that I can fly
I wish that I can swim in the deepst ocean
I wish that I can meet everyone in this world
I wish that I escape whenever and wherever i want
I wish that I can discover who you really are to me
I wish.

Wishes

MAJU!!!!!

2009-04-29T09:23:00.002+08:00

hehe kelas kami dah maju!!!
http://4sigma12009.blogspot.com/

Gila Bayang

2009-04-21T21:18:00.002+08:00

Maksudnya (pd pendapat manusia):

Perasan-F.A.A

Gile bayang nie macam kemaruk la. angau la senang cite.-Hafisha

Tergila kt seseorang, sampai baynag pon leh bawak msok mimpi- aimi

Gile bayang nie berangan sampai x makan, x mandi, sume x buat.alif(terbalikkan)

Gile bayang ni adalah bayang2 yang gile yang terdapat di sekitar Hospital Bahagia- askar

Maksudnya! orang yang gile samapi die main dengan bayang2 die sendiri-Turgid pun bole

Gila mengikut kamus bewan bahasa edisiketiga ialah kurang waras atau sakit jiwa, manakala bayang pula ialah jelmaan, teman rapat atau pun tenpat gelap-epul

*Gambar tak de kene mengene dengan entry nie

You sucked!!

2009-04-08T18:13:00.003+08:00

'I don't know what I'm saying. I hate my job. I hate my job and the review'

That's what Ali said in KAMI the movie.

I'm in his shoe right now. Ali, i know how you felt.waaaaaa!!

Its like you hate everything that you do right now but you cant stop!

You were urged to do stuff that you are new to it and theres like no one there to help you!

Yet you have to do it.

Pressured + bored = Life sucks!

Preview for me

2009-02-28T14:12:00.007+08:00

Hey yall,
Sorry, I supposed to post this yesterday, but I was too tired to do that.
yesterday Me and other 32 student of the science stream went to the UKM Anatomy Museum.and Faculty Of Health Science UITM.

PHOTOS - X sume gamba yg boleh aku tayangkan. Atas sebab menjage whatever and ever.take notes, yg nak gamba nie, amik, amik

Kenangan- aku x de dlm pic

Hehe Bani plak x de

Penerangan

Pameran

Da habis

UITM

Penerangan

Sample

Tengok org belajar

Kuman!!or bacteria

X-ray

Abg cute ngan x-ray

'Demo' x-ray

Sesi penerangan and soal jawab

Abg2 yg still blaja

FUN FUN FUN

2009-02-22T17:05:00.004+08:00

haii. there soo many thing happened this last few day. lets start with

Friday. 2oth Feb..
Me and so went to the Alamanda. Girls day out and guess who we met n took pictures with?

hmmm. Farah! Farah AF!

So heres proof,

Me, So and Farah

So's mom and Farah.

She looked pale without make up. x sihat la.. Jmpe kat carefour. Tngah shopping la. Its not everyday u meet someone who has name on the industry shopping at carefour

Saturday 21st Feb 2009

It was a BLAST!! Hmm x rugi datang. Oh well, I didn't participated in sports event. Cuz slame ni I always participate in 4x100 meter perempuan. But no this year.

Enough of that.

Syahbandar !!!!!

Ahli2 Kawad kaki tngh beraksi

Maskot rumah Syahbandar.-Comelkan? Borrowed from TM.

PN. Norain tngah lemparkan kata2 semangat untk the cheerleaders

Cheerleaders tngah Ber-cheer for us.

Nanti I'll comeback to update more photos on that day.

and SYAHBANDAR WON!! FIRST PLACE BABE!

Bye,Hello

2009-02-05T01:39:00.003+08:00

Bye January, Bye You Guys, Bye....

bye

Nina,

Effa,

Hanis,

Khairina,

Zatusy,

Rahman,

Hazim,

Wan.

They off to boarding school this 10th. Bye, bye, bye.

I'm not sad cuz they are gonna leaving us. But I will feel the lost, the absence of them, Somewhere somehow, they will leave us someday and all that left is memory.

Also, bye A.

NOW, HELLO FEBRUARY!

Take a deep breath, and leave out the rest for awhile.

Bilelah nak start tuition nie...
AddMath x leh nk understand btol2
Homework bertimbun
Physics lagi lah.
Paham2kan sendiri ah.
My life right now is soo different from last year.
I felt like a cultural shock. hehe
but whatever,
Banyaknyer hmwrk yg tertangguh!!
ah, aku x kisah...
Just do it NIA.

Point and shoot. so?

2009-01-28T01:37:00.003+08:00

Everyone can do that, even now days they don't need to point, just shoot. art lah konon. Creative ah konon. so? kolo camtu, sume org nk jd photographer pn boleh lh?
please. even if u ade camera yg 5 ribu pn x de gnenyer if u just point and shoot. please lah ok jngn nak berlagak.

hmmm. saper yg trgigit cili dialah yg terase pedasnye, padan muke. hehe

UNDER-CONSTRUCTION

2009-01-23T23:42:00.000+08:00

very2 busy, and kinda stressed out. That's how i felt during these few weeks, but now raya cina pnyer cuti, so i can kick back and relax.
Guess what?we- Me n So painted the class with something you called royal purple- well i called it la

I called it THE ROYAL PURPLE

Then we went back to school, to paint of course. So hoho penat and those paints were so heavy, Luckily there's no bone broken. Kiteorg bahagi time nak paint each other class, half an hour each. Tapi, mestilah ade terlebih sikitkan.

This is how 4S2 class looks like.PURLPINK

30 minutes up, 4S1 pnyer turn lak. So, i started to bentang all the newspapers- to cover, protect and prevent from the paint to fall on the floor. Stared with wearing my 'working cloth'. and went messy on the finger

Finger painting.hehe

after cleaning up.

all the messes that we create.hehe

As you can see, the class is not fully done, on 27 baru siap kot. and its gonna be soo cool. cant wait!

HAPPY ME YEAR

2009-01-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

Its been too long since i wrote. So many things happened last month.
Today is FIRST of JANUARY 2009.
Time flies when you having fun.
I got 6As for my PMR. I expected that I might get 6As.
I'm a little bit disappointed and quickly accepted that I don't get 8As.
Everything happens for a reason.
So this year 2009, Its going to be a blast! HAPPY ME YEAR!!
I'm still deciding if i want to go to boarding school or stay here in Smk p91
LOVE, NIA

Please Shut Up

2008-12-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

All I asked is a quiet place. I know it was hard to find but I managed to find one.
All I did was waiting. Heres the thing waiting is something we dont look forward to and yet we all doing it.

A year added in your life

2008-11-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIQ!

I hope that you will ah screw that.

The point is, we all >333 u so much and gud luck.

fyi- hes only 7.

tokio or tokyo?

2008-11-19T17:12:00.000+08:00

either way, they mean the same. tokio is spelled in German of Tokyo

what am i talking about?

I'm talking bout TOKIO HOTEL
those boys they already blown up Europe.
now their music taken up the world by storm. and by meaning world. including us Asia.

to be totally honest with u guys, when i heard about them, i just ignored. but my friend like insisted me to really look at these guy. i said, so? typical teen music band. they wanted to be famous and blah blah blah.

the truth is- they re not. they already living the dream. they re icon in Germany. they albums sold like many many many. and the Bill- the front man have a wax statue in some museum. and teenage girls already had some fantasy with either those twins. bill or tom.

TOKIO HOTEL-who r they and what are they

Bill Kaulitz-vocal, long black haired, with dark eye shadows-in lather jacket
Tom Kaulitz-main guitar, with cap- in large t shirt
Gustav Schäfer-drum, in hoodie
Georg Listing-bass, long brunette hair in simple t shirt

love their music. not to mention two hot twins. no supprise why they are living the life.

Its OVER

2008-10-17T18:02:00.000+08:00

YESSSS!!!
its over baby!
PMR!!!!!
im free!!
Free like a bird!
Im like a bird, i only fly away, i dont kno where my soul is, i dont kno where my heart is.

eh, ternyanyi lak.
ok, after we finished our Geo paper, and we just wanted to get ou t from the exam hall, suddenly our school teacher asked us stay for a while.
While we answered our Geo paper, cikgu2 checked our bags! and guess what they found?

cigarette, flour, and MERCUN BOLA!
cigarette belongs to boys
flour belongs to a girl
and MERCUN BOLA belongs to a girl too!

as we all kno that cikgu2 x nak bertanggungjawab psl this matter, so they called the police.

seriously, they hand this matter to the police. i mean how cruel.
they embarrass that girl in front of the PMR post-candidate!
and yep, the police came, to take her to the police station.
well, shes not hand-cuffed!
hmmm.
I kno that she already planed her after-PMR-event. she even brought her cloth but ended up in police station. I felt sorry for her.

Raya

2008-10-06T00:32:00.001+08:00

I must say. This raya, the first day of raya is the most not happening raya ever!!!
cuz, we didnt go back to Perak.
I was sad cuz NO PHOTOS! on the first raye

oh
The 2nd raye
My cousin, Amirah. went to Egypt! to continue her study in medical.Im happy for her.all the best Kak Mirah!! make us proud

Last Picture b4 fly away to Egypt.Me not in

Kak Mirah-Peace, Me- in red

Night of 2nd raye
visited Pah We, Pah Wa.
and jmpe cucu Pah wa, yg x prnah knal yg never met. gud looking n tall!

The Third Raye.
Makan at Pak Uda's house- boring ah ciket!
and I saw my cousin yg i Thought was cool and all that, turns out hes a nerd!! -the way he dressed up

Main mercun!!(malam)
and lepak2 tngk Phone termasuk yg plg mude and do nothing.

The Forth Raye.

hmmm ..everyone left to where they suppose to be and gone back to the daily routine- school, work

The Fifth Raye

Putrajaya! we are home! and on the way hantar my bro ke Gombak,and we saw this

Gambar saper ah yang malang tuh

Ramadan!!!

2008-09-29T02:03:00.000+08:00

Im feeling so sad. Ramadan gonna leave me. waaaa!! so sad.
its been so much fun you know,
i met all lot of people in this month.
I met him, syahmi, who else?
ah whatE!
It just, im not ready to let go the joy of ramadan. the fasting, the tarawih, and the thing thaT the devils were tied up through this month. so, this made easier for me to perform my ibadah. i can fight all those lazy feelings in me.
waaaaaa
ramadan! dont leave me yet. i really gonna miss you!!

When ramadan gonna leave me, it means PMR is near me.
omg
i really cannot escape you know.
i gotta get through those 5 days of examination.
its a pain to count these days through PMR.
god, help me find the courage to keep me going on. amin.

i wish that i can turn back time, when i was so in ignorance. so that i can be prepare earlier.
some of the topics in PMR really doesnt fit with me.
waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

relax, relax, relax, relax...
okay you know what?
i made my mind, i just gonna get through these PMR thingi.
whatever happens, happened!
oh! and i hope that i wont be regretting it in the future.

or

maybe i can really pay attention only on PMR?
ok, what to do? what to do?

Revise all PMR topics
Do many exercise
Pray
Be calm
Take care of my health?
oh whatE!

PMR 14 DAYS TO GO

2008-09-28T02:35:00.000+08:00

I know that im not suppose to complain, but i doomed!!
help me!

Bye?

2008-09-27T00:14:00.001+08:00

He wasnt there. I never thought that its already ends. My story, the one that I never had a chance to finish it. I tried to make this day be a perfect good bye time. I put on my 'ok' outfit. I even planed on how to gazed at him for the last time before we walk away to our own route. but he didnt show up. Bye you...

WAIT!!!

I dont want to say goodbye yet. I just well, dont know what to do. I also hope that someday, somehow we'll feel this way to each other. I also dont my story with you to end yet. It havent started yet. How is it gonna end?

His name is....

2008-09-26T03:53:00.000+08:00

definitely this boy has a name (not in the picture)(just 4 hiasan). i like to call him A.thats kinda of his not-always-calling-name. Meaning like, when the first time i saw him, i really saw him as not my type .meaning so snobby, poyo,proud type. then came one day, i saw A. the other side of him. softer and more gentle type, i think. im falling for A. confusing? hell yep!
and yesterday, i saw him as the person that i kinda dont really like. man! i didnt see arif yesterday cuz of various reasons. i miss him. and time is running out and i dont know what to do. am i suppose to make some move here or what? just tell me! as long i see him as A

Me and My Room

2008-09-20T16:43:00.000+08:00

I gotta say, its sucked! I MEAN IT! I cant think how to clean up these mess! Argh I wish Martha Stewart would come here and help me tidy up my room cuz right now, I cant move! and I'm fine tq. Oh my PMR is like 20 days more. hmmm, I'm feeling pretty scared! and I just didnt get it why John Tucker must die? I mean hes kinda cute and whatever. Oh maybe that he broke all those girls heart huh? I really wanna watch Juno. ok, maybe i sound a little bit outdated but, it just the way I am. Doing whats important first. Kinda been left out but still, its kinda relaxing u know. sitting on a couch, eating pop corn, with blanket and just sleep when the story end. oh, whatever!

Empty

2008-09-11T01:11:00.000+08:00

Okay, after what happened last 8 month or less. I really want to look at him with emptiness. No more eww or what the f. I realised he just a human being that has so many weakness. Like me. So, why must I judge someone that has the same feature with all of us? So, wish me luck!

The name is NIA

2008-08-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

the meaning of my name is strength, honourable, wise. Thanks mom n dad! love ya!

Before I knew that, I really hated my own name. I thought that my own name was sooo boring,invisible n all that.I heard a lot of other interesting name like Mimi, Farah, and more.
I never thought of that before. My name has it's own meaning. Really special and I appreciate that so much really.
Now that i got older I realise that Life isn't about FINDING who the hell you are but Life is about CREATING yourself.
So, from now on all I gotta do is just being me and Create me.n Lets go!