Please Shut Up

All I asked is a quiet place. I know it was hard to find but I managed to find one.
All I did was waiting. Heres the thing waiting is something we dont look forward to and yet we all doing it.

A year added in your life

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIQ!

I hope that you will ah screw that.

The point is, we all >333 u so much and gud luck.

fyi- hes only 7.

tokio or tokyo?

either way, they mean the same. tokio is spelled in German of Tokyo

what am i talking about?

I'm talking bout TOKIO HOTEL
those boys they already blown up Europe.
now their music taken up the world by storm. and by meaning world. including us Asia.

to be totally honest with u guys, when i heard about them, i just ignored. but my friend like insisted me to really look at these guy. i said, so? typical teen music band. they wanted to be famous and blah blah blah.

the truth is- they re not. they already living the dream. they re icon in Germany. they albums sold like many many many. and the Bill- the front man have a wax statue in some museum. and teenage girls already had some fantasy with either those twins. bill or tom.

TOKIO HOTEL-who r they and what are they

Bill Kaulitz-vocal, long black haired, with dark eye shadows-in lather jacket
Tom Kaulitz-main guitar, with cap- in large t shirt
Gustav Schäfer-drum, in hoodie
Georg Listing-bass, long brunette hair in simple t shirt

love their music. not to mention two hot twins. no supprise why they are living the life.

Its OVER

YESSSS!!!
its over baby!
PMR!!!!!
im free!!
Free like a bird!
Im like a bird, i only fly away, i dont kno where my soul is, i dont kno where my heart is.

eh, ternyanyi lak.
ok, after we finished our Geo paper, and we just wanted to get ou t from the exam hall, suddenly our school teacher asked us stay for a while.
While we answered our Geo paper, cikgu2 checked our bags! and guess what they found?

cigarette, flour, and MERCUN BOLA!
cigarette belongs to boys
flour belongs to a girl
and MERCUN BOLA belongs to a girl too!

as we all kno that cikgu2 x nak bertanggungjawab psl this matter, so they called the police.

seriously, they hand this matter to the police. i mean how cruel.
they embarrass that girl in front of the PMR post-candidate!
and yep, the police came, to take her to the police station.
well, shes not hand-cuffed!
hmmm.
I kno that she already planed her after-PMR-event. she even brought her cloth but ended up in police station. I felt sorry for her.

Raya

I must say. This raya, the first day of raya is the most not happening raya ever!!!
cuz, we didnt go back to Perak.
I was sad cuz NO PHOTOS! on the first raye

oh
The 2nd raye
My cousin, Amirah. went to Egypt! to continue her study in medical.Im happy for her.all the best Kak Mirah!! make us proud

Last Picture b4 fly away to Egypt.Me not in


Kak Mirah-Peace, Me- in red

Night of 2nd raye
visited Pah We, Pah Wa.
and jmpe cucu Pah wa, yg x prnah knal yg never met. gud looking n tall!

The Third Raye.
Makan at Pak Uda's house- boring ah ciket!
and I saw my cousin yg i Thought was cool and all that, turns out hes a nerd!! -the way he dressed up

Main mercun!!(malam)
and lepak2 tngk Phone termasuk yg plg mude and do nothing.

The Forth Raye.

hmmm ..everyone left to where they suppose to be and gone back to the daily routine- school, work

The Fifth Raye

Putrajaya! we are home! and on the way hantar my bro ke Gombak,and we saw this

Gambar saper ah yang malang tuh

Ramadan!!!

Im feeling so sad. Ramadan gonna leave me. waaaa!! so sad.
its been so much fun you know,
i met all lot of people in this month.
I met him, syahmi, who else?
ah whatE!
It just, im not ready to let go the joy of ramadan. the fasting, the tarawih, and the thing thaT the devils were tied up through this month. so, this made easier for me to perform my ibadah. i can fight all those lazy feelings in me.
waaaaaa
ramadan! dont leave me yet. i really gonna miss you!!

When ramadan gonna leave me, it means PMR is near me.
omg
i really cannot escape you know.
i gotta get through those 5 days of examination.
its a pain to count these days through PMR.
god, help me find the courage to keep me going on. amin.

i wish that i can turn back time, when i was so in ignorance. so that i can be prepare earlier.
some of the topics in PMR really doesnt fit with me.
waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

relax, relax, relax, relax...
okay you know what?
i made my mind, i just gonna get through these PMR thingi.
whatever happens, happened!
oh! and i hope that i wont be regretting it in the future.

or

maybe i can really pay attention only on PMR?
ok, what to do? what to do?

1. Revise all PMR topics
2. Do many exercise
3. Pray
4. Be calm
5. Take care of my health?
6. oh whatE!

PMR 14 DAYS TO GO

I know that im not suppose to complain, but i doomed!!
help me!

Bye?

He wasnt there. I never thought that its already ends. My story, the one that I never had a chance to finish it. I tried to make this day be a perfect good bye time. I put on my 'ok' outfit. I even planed on how to gazed at him for the last time before we walk away to our own route. but he didnt show up. Bye you...





WAIT!!!

I dont want to say goodbye yet. I just well, dont know what to do. I also hope that someday, somehow we'll feel this way to each other. I also dont my story with you to end yet. It havent started yet. How is it gonna end?

His name is....

definitely this boy has a name (not in the picture)(just 4 hiasan). i like to call him A.thats kinda of his not-always-calling-name. Meaning like, when the first time i saw him, i really saw him as not my type .meaning so snobby, poyo,proud type. then came one day, i saw A. the other side of him. softer and more gentle type, i think. im falling for A. confusing? hell yep!
and yesterday, i saw him as the person that i kinda dont really like. man! i didnt see arif yesterday cuz of various reasons. i miss him. and time is running out and i dont know what to do. am i suppose to make some move here or what? just tell me! as long i see him as A

Me and My Room

I gotta say, its sucked! I MEAN IT! I cant think how to clean up these mess! Argh I wish Martha Stewart would come here and help me tidy up my room cuz right now, I cant move! and I'm fine tq. Oh my PMR is like 20 days more. hmmm, I'm feeling pretty scared! and I just didnt get it why John Tucker must die? I mean hes kinda cute and whatever. Oh maybe that he broke all those girls heart huh? I really wanna watch Juno. ok, maybe i sound a little bit outdated but, it just the way I am. Doing whats important first. Kinda been left out but still, its kinda relaxing u know. sitting on a couch, eating pop corn, with blanket and just sleep when the story end. oh, whatever!

Empty

Okay, after what happened last 8 month or less. I really want to look at him with emptiness. No more eww or what the f. I realised he just a human being that has so many weakness. Like me. So, why must I judge someone that has the same feature with all of us? So, wish me luck!

The name is NIA

the meaning of my name is strength, honourable, wise. Thanks mom n dad! love ya!

Before I knew that, I really hated my own name. I thought that my own name was sooo boring,invisible n all that.I heard a lot of other interesting name like Mimi, Farah, and more.
I never thought of that before. My name has it's own meaning. Really special and I appreciate that so much really.
Now that i got older I realise that Life isn't about FINDING who the hell you are but Life is about CREATING yourself.
So, from now on all I gotta do is just being me and Create me.n Lets go!