Ramadan!!!

Im feeling so sad. Ramadan gonna leave me. waaaa!! so sad.
its been so much fun you know,
i met all lot of people in this month.
I met him, syahmi, who else?
ah whatE!
It just, im not ready to let go the joy of ramadan. the fasting, the tarawih, and the thing thaT the devils were tied up through this month. so, this made easier for me to perform my ibadah. i can fight all those lazy feelings in me.
waaaaaa
ramadan! dont leave me yet. i really gonna miss you!!

When ramadan gonna leave me, it means PMR is near me.
omg
i really cannot escape you know.
i gotta get through those 5 days of examination.
its a pain to count these days through PMR.
god, help me find the courage to keep me going on. amin.

i wish that i can turn back time, when i was so in ignorance. so that i can be prepare earlier.
some of the topics in PMR really doesnt fit with me.
waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

relax, relax, relax, relax...
okay you know what?
i made my mind, i just gonna get through these PMR thingi.
whatever happens, happened!
oh! and i hope that i wont be regretting it in the future.

or

maybe i can really pay attention only on PMR?
ok, what to do? what to do?

1. Revise all PMR topics
2. Do many exercise
3. Pray
4. Be calm
5. Take care of my health?
6. oh whatE!

PMR 14 DAYS TO GO

I know that im not suppose to complain, but i doomed!!
help me!

Bye?

He wasnt there. I never thought that its already ends. My story, the one that I never had a chance to finish it. I tried to make this day be a perfect good bye time. I put on my 'ok' outfit. I even planed on how to gazed at him for the last time before we walk away to our own route. but he didnt show up. Bye you...





WAIT!!!

I dont want to say goodbye yet. I just well, dont know what to do. I also hope that someday, somehow we'll feel this way to each other. I also dont my story with you to end yet. It havent started yet. How is it gonna end?

His name is....

definitely this boy has a name (not in the picture)(just 4 hiasan). i like to call him A.thats kinda of his not-always-calling-name. Meaning like, when the first time i saw him, i really saw him as not my type .meaning so snobby, poyo,proud type. then came one day, i saw A. the other side of him. softer and more gentle type, i think. im falling for A. confusing? hell yep!
and yesterday, i saw him as the person that i kinda dont really like. man! i didnt see arif yesterday cuz of various reasons. i miss him. and time is running out and i dont know what to do. am i suppose to make some move here or what? just tell me! as long i see him as A

Me and My Room

I gotta say, its sucked! I MEAN IT! I cant think how to clean up these mess! Argh I wish Martha Stewart would come here and help me tidy up my room cuz right now, I cant move! and I'm fine tq. Oh my PMR is like 20 days more. hmmm, I'm feeling pretty scared! and I just didnt get it why John Tucker must die? I mean hes kinda cute and whatever. Oh maybe that he broke all those girls heart huh? I really wanna watch Juno. ok, maybe i sound a little bit outdated but, it just the way I am. Doing whats important first. Kinda been left out but still, its kinda relaxing u know. sitting on a couch, eating pop corn, with blanket and just sleep when the story end. oh, whatever!

Empty

Okay, after what happened last 8 month or less. I really want to look at him with emptiness. No more eww or what the f. I realised he just a human being that has so many weakness. Like me. So, why must I judge someone that has the same feature with all of us? So, wish me luck!